9/5/08

more and more fed up!

today i heard them say that tomorrow they wanted study together again! they all really dint ask for me also! WHAT THE FUCK what kind of friends are these! also don't know what had happened to them suddenly seem don't like me T.T you know when chinese new year that time they all went to kz home but no one asked for me also, at that day morning i on my msn i still chat with kz say that i wan go to his house! when i realised this so i ask kz why dint asked me go also and that day morning i still had remind you also! so now i had discovered that they all are purposely don't ask me for joining them want! i really really felt so disappointed but nothing that i can do... maybe this is my destiny to stay alone! every time i also had to stay alone! i hate feeling lonely!

i feel like i will become crazy soon because every time when i sad or unhappy also don't know can chat with whoelse! all those just can keep in my heart... haiz..............

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