11/1/08

Am I really useless?!

Can't sleep, i'm angry of myself! Just now i go to Qi Yuan and get the form of Buddha camp.... On the way to there i already feel so nervous. When arrived i tell my mum i don't want get down from the car. At last force to go also. Actually I also don't know what i afraid about also! all i know is just afraid afraid and afraid....... before go there i had know qian hui, miao lin they all meeting at there. but when i saw them i was stun and don't know what to say also.... what the fuck it was just a simply thing i also cant do it! YI JING YOU ARE REALLY USELESS... what for you so scare when you saw them..! they won't eat you also (this is what my mum say)!

I still remember last year when interview be "gong wei" that time i also damn afraid you know.... and i had make a lot of mistake on that day! USELESS! i still remember the question that i don't know how to answer! the question is what is your speciality give out 3 example. i don't think i have even 1 speciality also and they still want me give 3! even until now i still don't know what the answer!!!

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