went out with gou lin

guo lin look so funny ^^

today i went to neway with gou lin, my previous class mate! wow i already long time didn't meet him! haha today went out with him he still the same didn't change at all haha.... the only thing that he had changed is the sing quite well already ^^

singapore FI

when the bird still inside the cage!
today went i jogging i saw a bird inside the cage so i go and set it free( i want show that I'm a good hearted people haha...)! actually i know that some one purposely want catch it but my hand was itch haha....

wow today was Singapore first time had F1 race... is was awesome Singapore was the first night race country! but i feel like just now the race not ran smoothly at all... my favourite racer Raikkonen lose T.T he ran too fast and hit the wall haiz.... not just like this Massa from the first place became last what the hell.... both racer from Ferrari also!


2008 FORMULA 1 SINGTEL SINGAPORE GRAND PRIX 26 - 28 September 2008

Pos. Driver Time
1. Fernando Alonso 1:57:16.304
2. Nico Rosberg +2.9 secs
3. Lewis Hamilton +5.9 secs
4. Timo Glock +8.1 secs
5. Sebastian Vettel +10.2 secs
6. Nick Heidfeld +11.1 secs
7. David Coulthard +16.3 secs
8. Kazuki Nakajima +18.4 secs
9. Jenson Button +19.8 secs
10. Heikki Kovalainen +26.9 secs
11. Robert Kubica +27.9 secs
12. Sebastien Bourdais +29.4 secs
13. Felipe Massa +35.1 secs
14. Giancarlo Fisichella +43.5 secs
out. Kimi Raikkonen Accident
out. Jarno Trulli Hydraulics
out. Adrian Sutil Accident
out. Mark Webber Transmission
out. Rubens Barrichello Engine
out. Nelsinho Piquet Accident

had lunch with my ex!

damn surprise todaY he will call me out to lunch! actually he haD say long time ago he will have lunch with me, i thought he just say only ^^ but he came late again and he had late almost half an hour! haiz he still the same like to come late... anyway at least he came right? don't know why every time he saw me first thing he sure will say "why you seem become more and more tiny already want! iszit i become more huge or you become more tiny!" LOL.... he was praising or insulting me.... @@

erm... actually he not counted as my ex also! ==!!! because he just together with me 1 week only!

should i go prom...?

today i have no school because i got no exam hehe... actually who else will don't want go prom! whole life just have once time secondary school prom only.... but you know i have just litter friends in this school and i have no partner haiz........ that why i think i will not go for my school prom night! unless i have a partner. i don't think i will go and get a partner, i want guys come and ask me 1st hehe.... so I'm sure that this school sure didn't have guys come and invite me be his partner want! then i no need go prom already.........

extremely tired.....

school still not yet finish exam... and today was account paper! so still the same i did what usually i did, every time before the day that have account paper i will just sleep less then 4 hours. because for me account is a important subject i want score A for it! but then today the paper was totally hard for me haiz...

after school i went to see doctor... what the hell i had book on 3:30pm but i wait until almost 6pm then my turn! i already extremely tired still need to wait and wait and wait!

get hurt again today at school i had listen my friends they all said that after exam they all want go cheong k! haiz but they all dint ask me want join them or not! T.T

Today is his birthday! i dint Wish him because I'm not dare! i even sms and wish him also not dare! haiz....... anyway wish him happy all the time!

tired week!

this week was exam week... almost everyday i just sleep 4 or 5 hour only... it is definitely not enough for me! whole week also very tired and quite suffer... i feel like suffer because i had to stay alone when at school again... i tell myself just concern on study don't think other thing... don't thing about love, how lonely i was, how come my friends will treat me like that and so on........

so yesterday when 10pm i had slept! and today i slept until 10am also.... now i have full of energy ^^ YI JING CHEER UP DON'T THING ABOUT ALL THOSE SAD THING!

haiz...........

today we had sejarah paper.... actually before exam we all already know what will coming out because had tipssss....... so yesterday i study until midnight again... when morning i reached school i realise tung wei they all also get tips! I'm so disappointed because they had tips also don't sent for me! last time when i had tips i sent to them also but this time they all not just don't join me study with them and they even had tips also don't sent to me... what the fuck....

today i discover that a pretty girl had died...she is just 16 years old. she not just pretty, she study well also! she had been kidnap by teenagers and had kill her! how come nowadays teenager will became like that want unbelievable rite?

period make me so suffer!

damn it today period stomachache again! haiz... every time when period i also feel like I'm the most suffer want! because it is damn........... pain you know! every time i also will pain until vomit want! where got people when period will as pain as me want! it so unfair. luckily the world had invent pain-killer if not i will pain like hell.... n fortunately during English exam that time still not that pain if not i no need sit for English exam also!

1st trial 2nd spm 3rd NS!

haiz.... i still have so many thing need to follow! until next year! and i also don't know next year I'm which badges... if is 2nd or 3rd badges then i sure cant study on next year waste my time it pissing off........

after spm i wish that i can learn 1 of the thing that i interested! etc dance (hip-hop, new Jess), piano, ice skating and so on..... i interested on that 3 that also! my mami know it since i form 1! but until form 5 now i also not yet learn either 1 also haiz..... seem my mami don't let me learn so i tell myself after spm i will go to work again and this time i must earn more money $$$! because i want use my own money and learn all those thing! hope my dream will come true ^^

my mami is great!

i feel better now because i had told my mum all those thing... i dint have friend but i still have a great mami! my mami had comfort me thanks mami... i still remember last time when i sad my mami also comfort me! that time is because had a teacher don't like me and always bully me when my mum knew it my mami said that "your teacher don't like you never mind i still love u!" wow i felt so touch at that time! yea what she said is right my family will always love me! and i love them also...

just now i play badminton with my dad! i am the person who don't like exercise... i play just because i want to release all those stress and pressure.... so now i had feel like normal!

more and more fed up!

today i heard them say that tomorrow they wanted study together again! they all really dint ask for me also! WHAT THE FUCK what kind of friends are these! also don't know what had happened to them suddenly seem don't like me T.T you know when chinese new year that time they all went to kz home but no one asked for me also, at that day morning i on my msn i still chat with kz say that i wan go to his house! when i realised this so i ask kz why dint asked me go also and that day morning i still had remind you also! so now i had discovered that they all are purposely don't ask me for joining them want! i really really felt so disappointed but nothing that i can do... maybe this is my destiny to stay alone! every time i also had to stay alone! i hate feeling lonely!

i feel like i will become crazy soon because every time when i sad or unhappy also don't know can chat with whoelse! all those just can keep in my heart... haiz..............

fed up because of my friends....

by now i really very fed up! you know just now my friends they all go and study after finish school but they all dint ask me haiz.... T.T they all already know that i wanted to study with them, when August i already told them! but i don't know why they all still dint ask me to join them! when i know they want study add math after school i still purposely go and ask ann is zit true? she just answer me yup but she dint ask me for join them also at that time i just like what the fuck!

at that day after school we had a extra class for account also. during extra class that time i sit alone because three people 1 table for sure ann, tung wei and kz sit together! so no choice i had to sit alone T.T when pn. tan saw it she just ask me came and sit in front maybe she scare that i don't know how to do. kz heard it so he turn behind and look at me like quite pity me, then i just answer him me always also alone want so i had biasa! i thought when tung wei heard it she will came and accompany me but she dint! she wanted be a "spotlights" also don't want accompany me haiz...