store keep

today my office need to store keep! it is a nice experience haha.... we all need to go inside the cold room and count all the store! the have separate into few group. wow you know the cold room is extremely cold. it is just maybe 5 Celsius, don't think that 5 Celsius is for all the cold room! 5 Celsius is just for the chill cold room only. some more the frozen cold room is more cold! inside have ice some more... wow cold room is damn syok! we all wear like go Australia travel like that haha... actually i dint do any thing inside there just my group people count all the stock only hehe.... when diner we all go out and eat. sure thing boss belanja want. i sit with all those sale department people! they all are quite funny! lucky i didn't sit with boss if not i think i not dare to eat also haha.... and that table that i sit they order beer some more wow.... love it!

such a nice day!

CHRISTMAS!

today is my lovely Christmas day! but i feel that it is quite disappointed. you know every year i also hope that i will have a boyfriend celebrate Christmas eve with me or friends! but this year still the same celebrate with family. so i tell myself next week still have 1 more change, new year eve! if can i hope can go clubbing! i know it is unbelievable because i still 17 and i don't think my friend will go with me!

new year wishes:
1. have a boyfriend that loving each other very much and sweet hehe....
2. have a close and true friend.
3. spm will get a looking result!
4.me and my family also healthy

christmas coming soon....

the big clock! so nice!

the decoration

compare with last year, this year 1u was not that nice. i mean the Christmas decoration! but anyway still not bad haha.... today i just go there window shopping only! because my mum say cant let my mum any thing already lol.....

scolded by people

today i cry when i'm working! i was scolded by ALBI. he scold bad word you know! although he not not facing me, he facing the stock. but obviously he is scolding me! i just a new staff sure thing i still not really clear their stock rite? so of course i will a bit slowly then other people. but he he still bad word on me! on that time my tear was "rushing" out... i tell myself don't cry but i cant my tear still dropping! haiz work sure will let people scold want... next time sure i can face it! i must improve myself!

a rainy day

today is public holiday that why no need work! so have a lot of time to sleep haha.... don't know why today keep raining non-stop! nice to sleep haha.... because of today can feel like quite cool so i can feel that Christmas is just around the corner! i like Christmas very very very much! for me Christmas is white in colour and have a lot of snow. it can be very warn and sweet in Christmas although it is winter! all the people can play together on the land that full of snow! next time Christmas sure a want celebrate at other country that have snow want!

piano leason

today i have my first piano lesson haha....... finally i have chance to touch piano already! i drive to the piano class by myself . this is my first time driving out alone haha.... got a bit nervous at that time. my piano teacher is quite good! she will chat with me not like last time that want! she just 21. she studying design at college. hope i can be close with her hehe.......

a new life.....

today i start working at a frozen food company... i be a clerk at there... wow the company have about 100 worker! awesome! i didn't work at as big as that company before, feeling so good haha.... today all the proses still going smooth. unless got some time i am the only one who just sitting at there. because i just a new staff that why they just teach me do easy thing. they all will teach me step by step. next time sure i also will become very busy want! ^^ and i know a new friend! that is my boss's daughter! she is 18 and just came back from Australia! wow............

spm is over!

finally finish spm already haha.............. today is the last paper of spm - economic! because today is last paper already that why yesterday i keep pumping my economic and i just sleep 2 hours on yesterday only. today after spm i go shopping at 1u with my mum... i shop until 6pm then only come back! i am extremely tired right now.... anyway i still feel like my body can fly now because spm is over hahaha..... really hope i can get a good result! hope i can pass all subject! you know my economic, history and add math didn't pass before! haiz......

have to sleep already. tomorrow start my new life! i mean no more school live, temperately this few month just have to working only. night! i still have 1 more hope hehe... hope tomorrow working will all the best!

interview

today i didn't have exam so i go find job at segambut there... i find a frozen meet company so i just go and interview. this is my first time interview a clerk job! and the company is quite big also. extremely nervous while waiting my turn to interview... luckily the people that interview me is quite friendly, he is a malay so have to speak english with him. you know my english is suck rite... he have interview me about 1 an hours! damn long man..... he had ask many thing! have any working experience,where i live, have how many sibling, where did my dad work, what activity did i join at school, what my headmaster name, what stream, active at school or not. i think he is too "friendly" already! hope he will employ me!

today is xiao wen's 17th birthday! wish her all her dream will come true!

interview again.....

today i go and interview again haha.... because i want find a job that will offer me much more money want ^^ yesterday was a frozen food company, while today is spare part office... wow compare the salary with yesterday want today job is less many money you know! the frozen food factory ofter me rm39 per day from 8:30am until 5:45pm Monday to Saturday. while today want is rm900 per month from 9am until 7pm Monday to Saturday! of cause i will choose the frozen factory.

fianlly i get it

finally my mum agree let me learn piano haha.... because just now i have argue with her about i want learn piano. do you know i wan learn piano since i 13 years old but until now i also not yet learn. all is because of the money! my mum say piano is expensive to us! she cant buy a piano for me and the fees of piano also very expensive. finally she say she let me learn. but i need buy piano using my own money. so after spm i must earn a lot and a lot money....

almost lost my phone!

today i go the mines with my mum for the book fair! we go there by ktm! haiz... i have been cheated by the ktm cashier! i don't know how much the ticket cost so i just pay him rm15 he just give me back rm5 only! haiz....



during back time, we waiting ktm arrive i keep sms with my friend at station. while the ktm reach i just put my phone into my pocket. today i just wear short pant and my pocket is very shallow only. once i step in the ktm i feel like pocket have drop some thing. then only i realise have a stupid fuking idoit stole my phone! i quickly shout and tell my mum have some one stole my phone at the same time i pulling the idiot shirt. then the idiot quickly throw my phone at the side of the phone and show me that on phone is on the floor, mean that he want prove to me he didn't stole it! at last luckily i get back my phone!

go out with wen yea

I'm just first time go out with wen yea. today we go and see doctor together ^^ huh what doctor? specialist skin doctor! we have to cure our face because it too serious already haha... surely i know use medicine to cure my face is not good for health but no choice i want my face be smooth haha.... who else don't want her face be smooth rite? so happy that today can go see doctor with her. today also my first time go there alone. normally my mum will accompany me want, we go there by ktm and monorail. suddenly feel like i have become independent already haha.... hope i can go ice skate with her after my SPM!

go to Qi Yuan...

i have went to qiyuan again... but this time totally different like last time. because this time i go there for my dear friend wen ya ^^ i had long time didn't saw her already, so miss her haha.... don't know why every time i saw her i always feel like have a lot of "story" want to share with her... we not from a same school want so we have to wait until qiyuan have any event the only we can meet! because of that we very appreciate the moment when we meet! how i wish she same school with me so that i no need stay lonely at school...

tomorrow i still have science paper so need to back to my book already... bye.....

break the "ice"

today when i was washing toilet i accidentally break the glass that put all the shampoo want! at that time i was stun at there for few second! but after that i feel like the glass look so nice... it just like ice haha....

back to primary school...

awesome! unbelievable!

i had long time didn't back to my primary school already.... so sudden today i will back to my primary school. this is because i had to be my brother camera man... i need to take picture for him! wow my primary have change a lot... but mostly all the teacher still are the same.

today i had finish my spm math paper haha.......... until today i had finish 4 subject but i still left 6 subject more..!

walk to jusco

xiao wen , jing jing ( my primary classmate), me

today is totally tired! you know why? today i have break my own record! that is i walking to kepong jusco from kepong school! at that time was extremely hot! last time came back from pangkor until now still look quite dark and then now still burn in the hot sun! do you know how i walk to jusco? i walk to there by move the tree one by one! swt.... i mean when the hot sun was hide then we move to another tree haha..... at last we reach there also. this is a " great" experience! my leg almost patah.....

SPM left 3 days only.... haiz............

suffering.......

this few day i has been suffering... my chest is totally painful... once i swallow my food it will feel pain! not only food even water also T.T i have to bear until very thirsty then go and drink water haiz.... today really cant tolerate any more so i have to go and see doctor.
what doctor say is:
1. too stress
2. gastric
3. my pimple medicine
4. late sleep
lolx so many that cause my chest pain....! haiz... no choice i having to change my life style sleep earlier, stop eat my pimple medicine, don't make myself so stress.... haha.... when doctor told me I'm too stress i also get shocked, quite unbelievable! maybe nowadays face stress on my SPM, just maybe la haha.... i have to force myself to sleep right now good night.... but now just 11:00pm! oh ya... forget a great news!

yeah...! OBAMA be America resident! OBAMA you are my man........ haha..............

Am I really useless?!

Can't sleep, i'm angry of myself! Just now i go to Qi Yuan and get the form of Buddha camp.... On the way to there i already feel so nervous. When arrived i tell my mum i don't want get down from the car. At last force to go also. Actually I also don't know what i afraid about also! all i know is just afraid afraid and afraid....... before go there i had know qian hui, miao lin they all meeting at there. but when i saw them i was stun and don't know what to say also.... what the fuck it was just a simply thing i also cant do it! YI JING YOU ARE REALLY USELESS... what for you so scare when you saw them..! they won't eat you also (this is what my mum say)!

I still remember last year when interview be "gong wei" that time i also damn afraid you know.... and i had make a lot of mistake on that day! USELESS! i still remember the question that i don't know how to answer! the question is what is your speciality give out 3 example. i don't think i have even 1 speciality also and they still want me give 3! even until now i still don't know what the answer!!!

study study study

this is my study look! paiseh look so ugly.....

OMG SPM left 12 days only...... SPM killing me! hopefully i can get a better result! need go back and study sejarah already... bye........

finally finished ^^

this is the cake that i love.... ^^ damn sweet rite?

haha.... finally i have finish my "kar hou yue yuan"! i really like "guan kar zai"! and i like the cake that he buy for "yu shu chou" want! now i can fully concentrate on my SPM no need always miss these drama anymore haha........ some more i no need every night watch until midnight!

after SPM i will watch "zhu guang bo qi" or "shao niao si dai ming bu"
now I'm already very desperate wanna watch it.
i sure must force myself wait finish spm then watch it...

work.....

yesterday i worked together with xiao wen... it is totally tired! we work at a restaurant some more yesterday had a couple wedding! can't even rest at all, it was 70 tables! we start work at 7 until 12! anyway i enjoy it also because i didn't try this kind of work before haha.......
wish that couple will stay happy and together till the end!

spm cuming soon....

don't bother all those name haha....

OMG spm is just less then 1 month gonna suicide soon............... but i still quite relax. why say so? because I'm now watching hong kong drama " Kar Hou Yue Yun" ! I'm so desperate want to finish it as fast as possible haha.... how come i can so relax want?!

study with xiao wen

today i study with xiao wen! we go to a coffee house near her school want but i forget what name already hehe... we start studying since form 10am until 5pm! awesome we had study 7 hours.... haha actually we are chat more than study ==!!! because we had long long long time didn't meet each other already. last time we tuition add math together want but when august we had stop it... today we chat about what we want to do after spm, go where to play first, work at where, want study what and so on.... my choice mostly are just account or nursing while she maybe nursing, account or form 6. haiz my result not that good how to apply form 6! and i don't know study form 6 for what also hehe....

camhore picture

yesterday had bought a new camera right so today i have responsible to test it haha.... actually i just wana be the first person who use it hehe....

I get a camera ^^

when testing at there.... family picture.

yeah finally i get a camera haha.... i not clear about camera at all. anyway my dad had bought Olympus want. it cost rm799, 8 megapixel, 5 optical zoom.....

fall for you!

I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH! ^^

Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade:
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh..........

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

Visit help college

on the way to HELP
back from HELP
They all are funny

Today we went to help college yeah.... Actually today i purposely went to school for get back my test paper want. because yesterday i din't go to school and i don't feel like i still will everyday also go to school haha.... seriously not because i'm lazy! is because SPM cuming soon so is better for me study at home and another reason is i dont wan so lonely at school!

today just we art class student ask for visit HELP only... lucky sub science ask for go also haha.... HELP is quite big... ^^ it's not bad also but the fees is expensive!

pangkor

injured!

it's so cute ^^

i climb up the tree
yer I'm look like damn fat!
the sun had burn my back became like that damn pain....

just came back from pangkor! i went there for 3 days 2 night. if compare pangkor with maldive i got no comment! because it cant compare at all, sea water of Maldive is totally clear but pangkor want is brown in colour ==!!! anyway still had fun at pangkor ^^

went out with gou lin

guo lin look so funny ^^

today i went to neway with gou lin, my previous class mate! wow i already long time didn't meet him! haha today went out with him he still the same didn't change at all haha.... the only thing that he had changed is the sing quite well already ^^

singapore FI

when the bird still inside the cage!
today went i jogging i saw a bird inside the cage so i go and set it free( i want show that I'm a good hearted people haha...)! actually i know that some one purposely want catch it but my hand was itch haha....

wow today was Singapore first time had F1 race... is was awesome Singapore was the first night race country! but i feel like just now the race not ran smoothly at all... my favourite racer Raikkonen lose T.T he ran too fast and hit the wall haiz.... not just like this Massa from the first place became last what the hell.... both racer from Ferrari also!


2008 FORMULA 1 SINGTEL SINGAPORE GRAND PRIX 26 - 28 September 2008

Pos. Driver Time
1. Fernando Alonso 1:57:16.304
2. Nico Rosberg +2.9 secs
3. Lewis Hamilton +5.9 secs
4. Timo Glock +8.1 secs
5. Sebastian Vettel +10.2 secs
6. Nick Heidfeld +11.1 secs
7. David Coulthard +16.3 secs
8. Kazuki Nakajima +18.4 secs
9. Jenson Button +19.8 secs
10. Heikki Kovalainen +26.9 secs
11. Robert Kubica +27.9 secs
12. Sebastien Bourdais +29.4 secs
13. Felipe Massa +35.1 secs
14. Giancarlo Fisichella +43.5 secs
out. Kimi Raikkonen Accident
out. Jarno Trulli Hydraulics
out. Adrian Sutil Accident
out. Mark Webber Transmission
out. Rubens Barrichello Engine
out. Nelsinho Piquet Accident

had lunch with my ex!

damn surprise todaY he will call me out to lunch! actually he haD say long time ago he will have lunch with me, i thought he just say only ^^ but he came late again and he had late almost half an hour! haiz he still the same like to come late... anyway at least he came right? don't know why every time he saw me first thing he sure will say "why you seem become more and more tiny already want! iszit i become more huge or you become more tiny!" LOL.... he was praising or insulting me.... @@

erm... actually he not counted as my ex also! ==!!! because he just together with me 1 week only!

should i go prom...?

today i have no school because i got no exam hehe... actually who else will don't want go prom! whole life just have once time secondary school prom only.... but you know i have just litter friends in this school and i have no partner haiz........ that why i think i will not go for my school prom night! unless i have a partner. i don't think i will go and get a partner, i want guys come and ask me 1st hehe.... so I'm sure that this school sure didn't have guys come and invite me be his partner want! then i no need go prom already.........

extremely tired.....

school still not yet finish exam... and today was account paper! so still the same i did what usually i did, every time before the day that have account paper i will just sleep less then 4 hours. because for me account is a important subject i want score A for it! but then today the paper was totally hard for me haiz...

after school i went to see doctor... what the hell i had book on 3:30pm but i wait until almost 6pm then my turn! i already extremely tired still need to wait and wait and wait!

get hurt again today at school i had listen my friends they all said that after exam they all want go cheong k! haiz but they all dint ask me want join them or not! T.T

Today is his birthday! i dint Wish him because I'm not dare! i even sms and wish him also not dare! haiz....... anyway wish him happy all the time!

tired week!

this week was exam week... almost everyday i just sleep 4 or 5 hour only... it is definitely not enough for me! whole week also very tired and quite suffer... i feel like suffer because i had to stay alone when at school again... i tell myself just concern on study don't think other thing... don't thing about love, how lonely i was, how come my friends will treat me like that and so on........

so yesterday when 10pm i had slept! and today i slept until 10am also.... now i have full of energy ^^ YI JING CHEER UP DON'T THING ABOUT ALL THOSE SAD THING!

haiz...........

today we had sejarah paper.... actually before exam we all already know what will coming out because had tipssss....... so yesterday i study until midnight again... when morning i reached school i realise tung wei they all also get tips! I'm so disappointed because they had tips also don't sent for me! last time when i had tips i sent to them also but this time they all not just don't join me study with them and they even had tips also don't sent to me... what the fuck....

today i discover that a pretty girl had died...she is just 16 years old. she not just pretty, she study well also! she had been kidnap by teenagers and had kill her! how come nowadays teenager will became like that want unbelievable rite?

period make me so suffer!

damn it today period stomachache again! haiz... every time when period i also feel like I'm the most suffer want! because it is damn........... pain you know! every time i also will pain until vomit want! where got people when period will as pain as me want! it so unfair. luckily the world had invent pain-killer if not i will pain like hell.... n fortunately during English exam that time still not that pain if not i no need sit for English exam also!

1st trial 2nd spm 3rd NS!

haiz.... i still have so many thing need to follow! until next year! and i also don't know next year I'm which badges... if is 2nd or 3rd badges then i sure cant study on next year waste my time it pissing off........

after spm i wish that i can learn 1 of the thing that i interested! etc dance (hip-hop, new Jess), piano, ice skating and so on..... i interested on that 3 that also! my mami know it since i form 1! but until form 5 now i also not yet learn either 1 also haiz..... seem my mami don't let me learn so i tell myself after spm i will go to work again and this time i must earn more money $$$! because i want use my own money and learn all those thing! hope my dream will come true ^^

my mami is great!

i feel better now because i had told my mum all those thing... i dint have friend but i still have a great mami! my mami had comfort me thanks mami... i still remember last time when i sad my mami also comfort me! that time is because had a teacher don't like me and always bully me when my mum knew it my mami said that "your teacher don't like you never mind i still love u!" wow i felt so touch at that time! yea what she said is right my family will always love me! and i love them also...

just now i play badminton with my dad! i am the person who don't like exercise... i play just because i want to release all those stress and pressure.... so now i had feel like normal!

more and more fed up!

today i heard them say that tomorrow they wanted study together again! they all really dint ask for me also! WHAT THE FUCK what kind of friends are these! also don't know what had happened to them suddenly seem don't like me T.T you know when chinese new year that time they all went to kz home but no one asked for me also, at that day morning i on my msn i still chat with kz say that i wan go to his house! when i realised this so i ask kz why dint asked me go also and that day morning i still had remind you also! so now i had discovered that they all are purposely don't ask me for joining them want! i really really felt so disappointed but nothing that i can do... maybe this is my destiny to stay alone! every time i also had to stay alone! i hate feeling lonely!

i feel like i will become crazy soon because every time when i sad or unhappy also don't know can chat with whoelse! all those just can keep in my heart... haiz..............

fed up because of my friends....

by now i really very fed up! you know just now my friends they all go and study after finish school but they all dint ask me haiz.... T.T they all already know that i wanted to study with them, when August i already told them! but i don't know why they all still dint ask me to join them! when i know they want study add math after school i still purposely go and ask ann is zit true? she just answer me yup but she dint ask me for join them also at that time i just like what the fuck!

at that day after school we had a extra class for account also. during extra class that time i sit alone because three people 1 table for sure ann, tung wei and kz sit together! so no choice i had to sit alone T.T when pn. tan saw it she just ask me came and sit in front maybe she scare that i don't know how to do. kz heard it so he turn behind and look at me like quite pity me, then i just answer him me always also alone want so i had biasa! i thought when tung wei heard it she will came and accompany me but she dint! she wanted be a "spotlights" also don't want accompany me haiz...

swimming...

wow I'm feeling good now! just back from swimming... i love swimming very much but just near my house got no swimming pool. so just now i went to kelana jaya just only for swimming! after swimming its tired but I'm feeling good because it can let me release stress... hee......

today i dint go countdown! and before 12am i had slept! this is the first time when got countdown event i sleep so early! because i really damn tired!

jobless post =p

1. At what age do you wish to get married?
25-29

2.Do you believe in true friend?
of course but i got no true friend!

3.Do you think you have enough confidence?
NO AT ALL

4.Who is the person you trust the most?
family

5. What is your ideal friend?
friends that close with me wont live me alone!

6. If you have all the time and money in the world, what would you do?
shopping, eat, travel

7. When will you feel sad?
get hurt...

8. Feelings you hate the most?
LONELY!

9. What is your childhood ambition?
forget ^^

10. Do you believe in love at first sight?
yup! although i know it silly!

11. What do you want now?
boyfriend

12. Who do you hope to be always behind you, supporting you?
family and boyfriend (if i got it)

13. If you had 1 thing to wish for what would it be?
boyfriend

I TAG;
appreciate all the thing you having it now!

from this you can know that how i wish i have a boyfriend and close friend! but i seem wont get it all the time T.T

speech of account

today our school had speech of account! the lecturer make me feel so nervous because he keep asking question! wow at last luckily he dint ask me any question also haha thank god! when speech that time i just sit behind HIM only so i can see him quite clearly ^^ i also don't know i go for listen the speech or just go there for see him only hehe....

famine 30 hour!

the cert !

our name card (don't bother the relationship)
awesome so........... many people!
althought it raining we still having fun in the rain.
yer.... so geli. don't know who so bad did it!
the front who perform are yu heng n yi jie qi.

just went back from bukit jalil! unbelievable i did it! i did 30hrs dint eat! i had achieve quite a lot in the camp... i learn how to appreciate what surrounding me! last time when i went to camp i just will know how to lame it because it too bored for me, but now i had learn how to enjoy all those BORING moment haha.... get what i mean? today when at bukit jalil that time it raining heavily! but all those people still waiting patiently for the 30hours!

today also is closed ceremony of olympic beijing 2008!

b